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Vanessa
Richards "Vocal heroes..." The Face, November '95
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Shades of
Nature
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Shades of Nature Your skin is as deep as midnight by the sea and as silken as the breeze that strips me of my grounding to swirl In the whirlwind of your blanketing blackness. adrift but safe in your hands. I once loved a tree because of it's shade and the fruit that hung from it's boughs. I would cllmb and sing through these brown branches cradled to sleep as I do with you now. When my topaz shines blushing gold and chrystaline. I feel a solar arrow swim warmly to my chilled frontiers dismantilng palaces of frosted honey to flow at ease and slowly with you. If nature is perfect then so too are we. In our chestnut and pistachio shells and every hue in between. we are perfect, preclous hueman beings. Post Carlbbean Reds I've become one of those transplanted tropical flowers that withers In English cold. Newly unaccustomed to a lifetime spent above the 54th parrallel where the sky knows more shades of grey than blue, raln is never warm and trees are evergreen. A New World black soul that can't recall the reasons tor a big city career. Just give me soft water to bathe in, coconut water to drink in, sea water to pray in. I want to see sun resting on fertile hills while I'm swinging my skirts to tempos of drum and steel. I want to pull green oranges, custard apples and mangoes from the trees with cousin Jerry who has more fingers than teeth. After the market we'll eat rice and beans In a two room house filled with family, laughter and kerosene. Tell me again Tante, tell me again ot herbs, roots and hlstory. Tell me again. I disappeared in a warm breeze with a man made of clay. Blue moonlight trails and candleflies led me away from the neonlights I used to love Yes, used to. Past? Tense. Something in me shifted like a continent. I started to feel the unfathomable, slowly pulllng a lassoed notion Into the barn of the sacred cow, together nestling in virgin hay till it was comfortable with the burn of the rope and absolving the noose. A crow flies backwards through the temple of my head and I fear the flight will leave me gaping. The knot between my brows is birthed out my mouth in a chorus of moans and uttering wind chimes that know not when to hush as the pain leaves. Here's something the blues already knows. I've found a third place to call home. My father's godfather suffering with high pressure and redundancy sits on his heart and watches Carnival on tv Feiganing disdain but never changing the channel complaining "they're dancing like Africans, those moves are for the bedroom" His wife fingers her rosary with arthritic hands, snaps commands at the kitchen help they can't afford. Bandits and God have the masses living in fear. Mismanaged resources have made all that ain't free too dear. So while I lime on the promenade in a state of bacchanal grace, survivors rummage through the rubbish, hovering vulturine for my waste. Carib returned, 20 cents a bottle ... "Psssst Reds, God'll bless you on the other side. On the other side Reds. God bless you. Bless you Reds" ...
Vanessa Richards